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Magdalene College - Pepys
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The Passionate Lover.
To the tune of I Lov'd thee once Ile love no more.

AS I sate in a pleasant shade,
under the arch of a thick Grove,
Where Nature had an Arbour made,
I did begin to thinke of Love;
Me thought it was a peevish toy,
Because Loves God was but a Boy,
and deepely vowd that in my breast
such braineles phrensies should not rest.

As I thus thought, there passed by
one seemd a Goddesse, yet a Creature,
Who did transpire me with her eye,
and wound me with her heavenly feature:
My heart she did so deepely wound,
That I fell senceles to the ground,
and was of sences quite bereavd,
till with her hand I up was heavd.

But her soft hand, diviner touch
was cause of greater miserie,
The vertue of her hand was such,
that it pierst deeper then her eye,
Her fingers are those venomd darts
By which she pierceth tender hearts:
her eyes be shafts, and if she ayme
she doth the marke or kill, or mayme.

I gazd so long upon her eyes,
that I was taken in a snare,
And made her captive, and her prize,
bound in the tresses of her hayre:
As I upon her beautie gaze,
My erring thoughtes are in a maze,
whereas they wander round about,
[And] can[no]t find a passage out.

I thought she was the soveraine cure
to salve this heart sick maladie,
Because she did the wound procure,
I thought she would be remedie:
But the unkind denied releife,
Like a bad Surgeon laucht my greife,
and left it not as twas before,
but cared lesse, and wounded more,

The more I lookt, the worse my heart.
the more I grieve, the lesse she cares,
The more she smiles, the worse my smart,
and she doth laugh when I shed teares:
This is not Balsame for my sore,
It helpes it lesse, and paines it more,
and she may know if she be wise
I can't be curde by contraries.

Beautie is like a blasing light,
that simple fooles doe flock unto,
Like silly Flyes to that by night.
till they themselves doe quite undoe,
For while they dally with the Torch,
They presently themselves doe scorch,
then soone they fall, as soone they dye,
oh that I were not such a Fly.

I thought in Love were only joy,
continuall truce, and never war,
But now I see nought but annoy,
feares and dispaires the ofspringer:
Some Men perchance doe Hunny finde,
If that they meet with one that's kind,
but I have found that in this Bee
there is no sweet, but sting for mee.

The Second Part.
To the same Tune.

SHe was the white at which I shot,
but ayming wide I could not hit her
Scornes and disdaines was all I got,
she was to coy, I could not get her:
But as for her, she shot so right
That none her arrowes hinder might,
Shee is so skilfull and so quick.
That if shee shoots shee hits the prick,

Unhappy I that face to view
whose every looke shootes death at me,
Whose every glance doth greive renew,
and adde degrees to miserie:
Then let those eyes in darkness languish,
that were my Conduit's to this anguish,
And let the Curtaines of sad night,
Debar them of the joy of light.

O thrise unhappy I to goe,
unto the grove where shee was seene,
It was the cause of all my woe:
I wish that there I had not beene,
Then let my legges waxe dry & wither,
that were my porters brought me hither
And let them fall and broken lye,
like pillars by times injurie

When that I heard the fatall voice,
that shee pronounc't against my blisse:
My heart for very anguish stird,
and ready was pale death to kisse,
If her least word can doe such wronge:
why was shee borne with such a tongue,
And I to heavens will put this suite,
that I were deafe or she were mute,

Why should dame nature make such faces,
and so adorne these heavenly creatures:
When they doe want those milder graces,
That doe adde grace unto their features
Like to the Syrens they allure:
that no man can their Charmes indure,
And in the lookes where grace should ly:
sharpe frownes sits in and puts grace by

I thought in that soft Sattin skin,
which being toucht doth seeme to melt,
And in that brest which tempts to sinne:
and ravish men when it is fealt,
There had not beene so hard a hart;
since softnes was in every part,
Oh why should Nature make a Jewell,
to be so Lovely and so Cruell:

The burning fever of fond love,
hath now corrupted every part:
My legges too weake can hardly move;
and love hath festered to my heart,
My sinewes shrirke my hart-strings ake,
My pulses leape my joynts doe shake:
And every limbe and every sence,
is plagued for my eyes offence.

Then let my soule post hence away,
And with swift flight from me be gone,
Why should it with mee longer stay:
in such a rotten mansion;
O Let it take the last farewell,
in such a house no longer dwell,
While I for grife would farther speake,
my soule flyes out my heart-strings break


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